Father, Its me, your Prince.
And Father, I am weak.
I am ruthless, rude, sarcastic, and horrible.
Father, I am a monster, in my own little ways.
Not realizing how gigantic little things can get.
Father, I am always tempted to do bad things.
My ambition sometimes forced me to concentrate on loving myself
Than being selfless and start caring for others
Moments happened where I don’t recognize myself anymore
Questioning, who I am? Is this the son you created?
Am I what you wanted?
In the middle of all the harsh things, you always blind me.
By your presence, by your love, and by the things you teach.
You remind me that I am still your prince in my own little ways.
Because you know that a thousand mile starts from a single step.
And in that stretch, though I sometimes let go of your hands,
You are still beside me.
Holding me, protecting me, and loving me.
Father, I know sometimes I am not worth it of your love.
A monster doesn’t deserve your love.
And in days where I am so confuse, you cover me with your blood.
Cleansing me, renewing me, and loving me.
Father, I will always be sorry for my sins.
I will always promise to try my best to never commit them again.
And in days where I break such,
Forgive me. Forgive me if I cannot forgive myself.
My lord, I lift all my burdens to you,
All the things I am scared of and all the things that disappoints you.
Just never let go, because I won’t.
Just never lose faith in me, because I will always have faith in you.
Just be there, as always.
And I will be eternally grateful.
You are the reason why I am alive.
You, my Lord, are the reason why I change.
You are the reason why I forgive myself.
And you are the reason why I became fearless.
You are bigger than everything.
And knowing that you are my father makes me feel
Greater than all things
This is my official entry to Joy's Letter To God Contest