You will never see me making eye contacts in public. I really cannot even explain how uncomfortable it is to me. Yes, you may find me in front of our house, with a cigarette on one hand and my cell phone on the other, but that is it. If someone passed by, I will check him but he will never notice that I am looking at him. Once he notices, I will go inside.
In a club, you will often see me with my friends. And in the once in a blue moon instance where I will join them, you will never see me flirting with the cute guy on the side. You will not see me bump him, or touch his hand, and make the moves to be noticed. I never imagine myself kissing someone at dark part of the club, or dancing in the ledge while someone is touching you all over, haha. I will dance because my friends are dancing and I guess, that is the reason why you are partying, right? You will never see me in the restroom, making eye contact with the guy who you are sharing the mirror with. And if someone smiled at me, you will see me rushing to our table.
Never will you see me spend some time at one place in the mall. No, you will never find me talking to some random people like me near the escalator, or the food court, or even at the cinema lobby. When you find me in the mall, you will see me in three places – the bookstore, the department store and Greenwich.
Yes, I know, I can get weird. I heard that a lot of times. Sometimes, I even hear my friends telling me that I should learn how to get malandi. But, I think that is something that I am really struggling with.
The boring part of me loves to do things on my own. I can stay in a coffee shop reading a book and I am really happy with that. You will see me at the floor in Megamall where they show the art works and furniture and for some people really finds it weird, but I enjoy it. I'd rather stay at home, read a lot of stuff in the internet, watch a lot of videos on YouTube, and sing to song lyrics found on the net, but I guess personal interaction is really not my passion.
Call me out of the ordinary. Tell me that I am weird. Shout that I am socially awkward. And yes, you can say that maybe it is the reason why I am still single, but I know that it is important for someone to embrace his
And I love being this way. Though sometimes I get a lot of people stereotyping me, my weirdness sometimes became a gauge in being friends with somebody. If they find my awkwardness cute, or they understand how boring I can get, I realized that those people are for keeps. Aside from I will appreciate them big time, they will be assured that I will stick with them for a long time. :D